Fresh in my mind: write when inspired; rest when tired.

Emotional experiences lead to passionate writing. At least this time. For at least several months now, on and off, I think about confidence. Everyday I remind myself I have what it takes. Everyday I remind myself of my accomplishments. I remind myself about how far I’ve come.

I try to tap into the pain and fear loaded on me as I traveled through the jungle of life, especially those early years of college. I failed one class three times. I’ve failed others as well. I’ll continue to fail from this day forward.

But the story doesn’t end there, no no, it must not stop there. Sadly, for many, it does. But was separates you and me from others, is persistence.

And of course, a willingness to acknowledge failure and fear, but to continue on- to press forward. This requires a short memory. This requires a way of love and forgiveness.  Do we have what it takes to not live in the past? To not remain stuck in the shame and guilt which gives way to depression.

I believe, somehow, through encouragement and transparency which only comes by way of communication, can lead to potential change. Open the blindfolds, reveal your weaknesses but continue to build upon your strengths. We all have weaknesses. It’s what we do in spite of them that matters. The same is true of all life’s happenings.

Know that you can. Tell yourself everyday. You are able. Don’t be afraid of what others think. The gap isn’t as deep and wide as you perceive it to be. Open up to your loved ones. Don’t isolate yourself. You matter. You’re able. You will become stronger.

You’re not worthless. I know you feel weak. I know you believe you can’t do it. But if you continue to believe it, you have your reality. Believe and recreate a new reality.  Remember, you must fight. But you don’t have to fight alone.